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GOODBYE 2010 (':

AND

2011 HERE I COME (:

Goodbye 2010 (':

an nyoung (:

ikr .

today is the last day of 2010 .

im half happy and sad :(:

i mean this year ,

have taught me really alot of stuff .

like being strong and tht life will never be a fairytale eventhough how much i hope it is.

and yeah ,

i have been knocked down by bitches and jerks ,

i cried ,

i hate myself ,

i was depressed ,

bt at last ,

i was able to pull through it and im proud of myself for tht (':

*p.s i guess , if i were to keep my tears , it can fill up a fish tank :b*

bt most of all ,

i was able to pull it through cos of my friends ,
they are the pillar to my strength (':

*photos above*

rachel :-

i known you for only 2 years but , you know me to well . you can easily knw tht im sad eventhough how much i tried to hide it away with my fake smile . you were always there for me through thick and thins (: i can easily tell you my problems and secrets :D

you scold me everytime i fall for a guy and sometimes , i was pissed by tht .

bt i knw tht deep inside you dont want me to get hurt easily .

cos im type tht fall in love easily :/

ur like a mother to me !

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww (':

i love you .

naddie short :-

ur my one and only gossip partner la ! hahaha . we always share the same thought . *p.s except for korean stuff*

i still remembered tht you were the one who helped me to pull through when i was having depression .

you dint give up on me when the only thing i kept saying was fml fml fml fml .

you keep pushing me to be stong and fearless like you .

sometimes , im just envy at you on how can you be strong and fearless when you feel as if the world had knock you down (':

awwwwwwww right ?

you really must be a counselor :b

and ,

just kick ur brothers' ass if they ever make you sad or mess up with you kay (Y)

i love you .

fuzzy :-

when i first saw you in sec 1 , i was like 'this must be a very shy and good girl'

then , when i know you .

BOOOOOOMMM !

you were the total opposite . you are sooo talkative and nt shy at all .

you taught me to not be shy . i still remembered i was so shy in sec 1 , bt nt now .

all thanks to you eh retard (:

i bet when ur reading this , you will be like , 'fuzzy mah '

and yeah ,

you always make me laugh like an idiot .

until everyone call me a retard :/

hahah .

we can simply talk crap , be evil and laugh like nobody business .

nt even caring who's around us (:

gerek eh babe !

i love you .

praveen :-

IDIOTTT !

hahah ur favourite word :b

ur the one who i can talk crap all day and can still continue until the day after (:

you always make me laugh with ur stupid , funny and sometimes lame jokes . you were always there when i need help in my studies . i admit tht ur clever kay (:

ur always nt happy with people . i still dont know why .

but , i love ur face reactions (:

SUPER EPIC :B

hahaha .

and yeah , eventhough i always scold you when ur singing cos its super irritating ,

dont stop singing kay .

and lastly , ROCK ON \m/

and you still owe me mcspicy :/ hahaha !

i love you .

farzana :-

when i first met you , i was scared . hahaha .

so fierce siol this girl !

bt sadly , i infuenced you to be more hyper and nt serious at all times .

haha , i knw i very good influence (:

ur another one tht i can talk crap and crap and crap and crap .

lol endless crap !

you always disturb me and when i shout , everyone will be angry at me :/ when actually its ur fault. hahaha . ur forgiven :b

and you always help me in .....

you knw i knw (:

and yeah ,

continue to rock on kay babe \m/

i love you .

dakshaini :-

DUMB SIOL !

ur so dumb tht you blow my mind :b hahahah .

you and ur dumbness can never ever make me nt laugh (:

haha im done here .

if i were to say ur dumbness , it will be super longgggggggg (:

i love you .

ameesha :-

one word :

GEREK SIOL !

ur the one and only person tht i can talk the minahhhh way :b hahahah (:

thank so much for being protective of me (':

i still remembered tht you were pissed off cos they keep disturbing me .

awwwwwwwwww (:

i love you .

haziqah :-

ur so sensitive !

haha like me :b

and ur a unique person . trust me . dont ever changed cos someone is not happy with it kay (: just be who you are .

and , next year ,

please do your homework and stop running away from the teachers !

its so funneh when you tried to hide behind me so tht the teacher wont see you and ask for your homework . tsktsktsktsk .

nehmind , next year i will make sure you do ur homework eventhough we are of different class .

idc ! (:

and i love hakiki :b kaykay la . i stop teasing bout ur adik :b

haha .

i love you .

izalia :-

i know you have problem with my existance :b

hahaha ! ur so shyy ! omg .

i will make sure tht next year you wont be so shy kay .

nahi2 good .

and , dont act innocent la :/ hahha jk eh .

i love you .

*p.s stop rebonding ur hair ! go and perm it kay (: *

and lastly ,

thank you so much for making 2010 an amazing year (:

without you guys , idk wht will happen to me .

maybe , i will be a loner :b

hahaha (:

eventhough ,

next year we won't be in the same class ,

you guys must always knw tht ,

i will always be there for you guys (:

and surely ,

i will treasure those moments (':

tillhere~

`eccamaynard !

fearless (':

an nyoung ! (:

tht's a random picture btw :b

so yeah ,

good things always ends very fasst .

like reall fast .

how i wish i can just stop the time ):

so yeah ,

i wanna tell you guys ,

appreciate those people or things before they're gone (':

kay ?

and yeah ,

yesterday FLAG DAY was awesome baby ! :D

hahaha .

met alot of funneh people :b

so ,

today plan :

CHALLLEEETTTTTT WITH AWESOME 1996 BATCH (:

yeah rock on \m/

pictures pictures , here i come :b

oh yeah ,

i want and will be strong and fearless .

so tht ,

no bitches and jerks can ever ever knock me down again (:

maybe afterall ,

i guess what i really need in my life is my family and friends (':

yeahh .

eventhough sometimes ,

i act really shitty to you guys .

you must always know ,

its nt on purposed .

and that,

i love you guys forever and ever (':

and you know wht ?

sometimes in life ,

you fall in love for the unexpected person and sometimes ,

it occurs during the unexpected and wrong times .

bt no matter wht ,

treasure those moments (':

tillhere~

`eccamaynard !

dumb me .

you knw wht?
to the people who ever said tht im dumb ,
ur right .
i am dumb .
to repeat the same mistakes over and over again .
do you knw there's a difference ?
between someone who made a mistake and learn from it and someone who made a mistake and never learnt from it .
yeahh , im the second one .
ughhh )':
i really wish tht i wont end my 2010 in such a depressing way .
please )':
i just cant stop crying for these few days .
please , i dont want to go through depression again .
it was really a nightmare for me .
ughh ,
maybe after all , this is my fault .
yeahh , for being dumb and naive .
FML .
i think this is wht i got when i ignore reality and get mix up in my own world )':

ughh , im done here .
maybe , im going to private this blog real soon .

tillhere~
`eccamaynard !

im lazy (:

helloooooo :D

ikr , its been quite a long since i updated .

sorry dah :b

so recently ,

life was awesome and also quite depressing .

ughh .

i dont want to talk bout it for nw .

ikr .

when you see me , you can never knw tht actually deep inside im suffering (':

bt its okay .

soo ,

let's change the topic before i get more emotional (:

so yeahh ,

i guess im sooo ready to go back to school (:

haha , wht a lie right ?

nahhh .

homeworks are still nt done .

im so lazy (:

and yeah ,

noober bought me a necklace ! (:

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG !

itso niceeeeee .

thank you so mucccccchhhhhhh noober :D

andandandandandnandnand ,

you know wht ?

you mean alot to me .

reallly .

ur the best thing ever tht i can ever ask for (':

tillhere~

`eccamaynard !

you know what , i love you (':

an nyoung (:

kay wait .

that photo was taken on the last day of theory course (':

ILOVEANCO :D

soo yeahh ,

have you ever felt sad and wanted to talk to someone but ,

ur afraid if that person will nt understand you ?

that's what im feeling right nw )':

ikr .

im sooo dumb .

i know my friends are there for me .

they are the one best thing in my life (':

but yeah ,

i just feel insecure ):

how can i ever erase this negative feeling in me ?

its really like killing me .

imagine ,

without you realising it , ur actually crying .

just out of sudden .

yeahh ,

im experiencing that .

ikr .

before i sleep , i will think of negative stuff and start to cry all over again .

maybe , people mistaken me for being too dramatic .

but yeah ,

what to do ?

my life is dramatic .

tillhere ~

`eccamaynard !

the best thing ever (':

HIIIII PEOPLE ^^

im backkk :D

let's start off with me going to genting (:

so yeah ,

like i expected .

GENTING WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

and i can't stand the coldness .

haha serious .

when i get out off the bus ,

i was like 'woah'

so cold :b

andand ,

the theme park was (Y)

serious .

i love the spinner alot (:

its like a swing just that its higher and it go around in a circle :D

simply awesome (:

and seriously ,

i really get to calm and relax myself there ,

and that was the best thing ever ! (':

since 2010 was reallyreally a drama year for me,

since the starting of the year .

2011 , please be kind to me (:

*sorry for the few pictures , all the other photos is at fb :b *

so yeah ,

holidays going to end veryveryveryvery soon ):

ikr .

so fast :/

homeworks are still not done .

i just refused to do it (:

and rachel my awesome bestfriend went to India !

omg im so sad )':

i mean no one to scold me when im i did somthing wrong .

no one to call me nonsense , stupid , idiot .

ughh ,

i miss her so much )':

and yeah ,

love sucks .

tillhere~
`eccamaynard !

miss me kay (:

AN NYOUNG ! :D

kay wait .

sorry for the previous post .

ikr , vulgar including the photo .

andand ,

im really starting to miss ANCO )':

really .

omg .

yesterday was the last day of the entire course .

i was so sad )':

i mean this course has really taught me alot of stuff .

and ,

the best part ,

i learn to make new friends and not to be anti-social or shy anymore (:

i mean they are really awesome and friendly people :D

i love them (:>

and ikr ,

i look small at one of the pictures .

and yeah ,

that's joey .

cute right she ?

hahah :b

and yeah ,

today i officially going genting !
in less than 10 hour .

ikr .

very fast :D

and of course ,

im going to miss everyone here at singapore (':

especially ,

my awesome besties :D

and praveen have promise me to belanja me mcspicy when i get back .

awww .

watchout if you don't :b

and everyone is asking me to buy stuff for them .

lolol .

kaykay .

i'll try my best (:

and idk why ,

i think im being mean .

to someone .

im really sorry .

if i knew this from the start , i wouldn't do what im doing now .

im so sorry )':

and going to genting is what i really need right now )':

i just need an escape from reality for now .

after all the drama i went through this year .

and people ,

don't miss me kay :D

hahha .

and i will update after i come back with all the photos :D

tillhere~

`eccamaynard !

fuck you _l_

yeahh .

FUCK YOU _l_

i mean it .

ugh .

i really don't know who should i be pissed with .

with myself or with you ?

fml la .

really :/

what's up with me ?

why can't i learn from my mistakes ?

im so dumb .

ugh .

that's it .

im done .

tillhere~

`eccamaynard !

escape from reality (:

BONJOUR ! :D
so yeah ,
today gonna be a short post .
just now ,
chat with farzana and we were busy discussing what kind of hair we want for the new year .
hahah .
epic la .
she showed me a photo and its like short and botak on ther other side and i said to her ,
might as well botak right ?
and yeah ,
i think i have decided on bangs .
the 'senget' one .
and i think bob hairstyle suits farzana the most .
nehmind .
just wait and see on school reopens .
andand ,
i really can't wait to go genting .
haha ikr .
andand ,
i do realised that i fight for what i believe and sometimes, i do admit it somehow hurts people feelings.
so yeah ,
im sorry guys )':
i will do somwthing bout it .

tillhere~
`eccamaynard!

AN NYOUNG :D

yeah yeah yeah im back ~

so yeah ,

like i said , im going to post today .

UGH .

HOLIDAY GOING TO END REALLY FAST ):

and ,

4 MORE DAYS TO GENTING BABY ~
WOOHOOO :D

AT LAST , ESCAPE FROM EVERYTHING FOR A MOMENT .

kay wait .

when i get there ,

im going to take alot of photos (:

and two words :

be crazy !

and yeah ,

let's talk bout camp (:

make alot of new friends and they are really an awesome bunch of people (:

love them truckloads .

and ikr ,

its kinda crazy to miss a training camp .

but yeah ,

i really miss it (':

and wait ,

I kind of am a little interested in this one guy (:

tillhere~

`ecca maynard!

BACK ~

AN NYOUNG !

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMGOMG !

IM BACK FROM ANCO CAMP :D

but yeah ,

im still tired ):

so yeah ,

i wont be blogging today .

sorry dah .

and wait ,

hater gonna hate .

whatever .

_l_

tillhere~

`eccamaynard !

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