short post ,

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO MALACCA !
woots~



andand ,
py update bloq ehy lynna !
nahi2 lazy ,


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`eccamontella?

good morning people ;D

first thing first ,
i wanna say that ,
I HATE DANNY !
woots~
and ,
HAPPY BURFDAE TO YONG TECK AND FADZLYNNA'S MUM !

see that photo above ?
that's 2/8 !
the best class ever !
I LOVE 2/8 alotalotalot(:


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p.s
i used to say my heart belongs to me ,
but now ,
it belongs to you(:

qood morninq people !

first thinq first ,
i wanna say 'HAPPY BURFDAE !' to irfan(:

so , today ecca din't come to skool bcos im sick .
tak cayerh ?
i noe .
macam fake qytuh ,


andand ,
i love the sonq , 'BABY' by justin bieber !
qahh ,
its stuck in my head .

i hate when i din't qo to skool !
qrrrrr ,
it sucks .
i feels so BORED !
qahhh ,
someone chat with me or msg me please .
qahhh ,
i looks so desperate ,

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konichiwa ,
so , today's learninq journey RAWKS<3 !
feels like rewindinq the time .
qahh ,
*will tell more about what happen on the next post amd i'll try to upload photos*
woots~

andand ,
i qet a little hyper when i heard the word 'rembat'
haha ,
woots~


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p.s IM LOST ,

so , this is the third post !
woots~

so , ecca just wanna say that im a BAD ADVICER !
remember ehy ,

if i saw anyone cryinq ,
i will approach them .
bt if they don't stop cryinq ,
im qonna walk away ,
bcos im SCARED if i ask her a wronq qns and make them cry harder .

andand ,
im currently chattinq with nad , lynna and my senior .



tillhere~
ecca tardd !

second post~
im CONFUSED !

`ecca tardd?

konichiwa !
so , today is chaotic !
meaninq chaotic in a bad way ,
qahhh ,


i won't tell what happened cos it top-secret .

but , i just wanna say that no matter how hard life is , youh have to face it !
youh can't escape from it .
it just a matter of time ,
sooner or later .



qahh ,
i feels so useless !
i kawl myself a fwen ?
qahhh ,



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hay !
haha ,
*winks*

so , today is also valyvaly fun luh !
and i forqet everythinq that happen .
kaeyh fake .
i only remembered the part when , i was sinqinq im qone by jay sean and miss wu saw me and was like , "afiqah , you scoldinq me uhk ? why you like mumblinq ?"
and i was like *with innocent face ehy* ,
"no lah ".
phew~
luckily she din't catch me sinqinq !
i mean its not an offence luh .
but , ....
nehmind luh .
youh will understand if ur beinq teach by miss wu .

btw,
this debate thinqy is makinq me headache !
qrrrr ,


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im shocked !
the misconception is so .......................
haha ,
i feels like lauqhinq and cryinq at the same time .
qrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

hay !
haha ,
its supposed to be hey ryte ?
haha .
*keninq up down up down*

today was fun luh ;DDDD
haha .
kaeyh2 ,
chanqe topic .

just now OMMS was reallyreally INSPIRING !
tak cayerh ?
see the video below .
I was so touched that i cried ?
kaeyh ,
ecca menqaku that im sensitive ,
seriously !
It really makes me think that why can't i do ?
when an unphysically fit man can do it , but not me ?

that is really what i need !
ferh the past few weeks ,
ecca has qive up .
but , this video makes me think twice before qivinq up .

p.s ecca recommend this video to people that wants to qive up !


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p.s im feelinq muchmuchmuchmuch better ;D

konichiwa !
so , ecca qonna tell what happen today ,
i mean the full story ehy ,
woots~

was waken up by my adek at around 9am .
qrrrrr ,
was thinkinq of sleepinq till 11am !
was told that we are qoinq to visit my qreat qrandfather at hospital ,
kaeyh fake .
i mean my qrandfather luhs .

board the mrt .
reached around 12pm .

at the hospital ,
we had to queue up to qet our pass .
qahhh ,
and mum was like mumblinq !
qahhh ,
sumpah memekak !
now i now where i qet my complaininq attitude .
-.-

at the ward ,
there's one pakcik ,
haha ,
funny sehy .
he's wearinq qloves .
p.s he's violence .
and he was sayinq that its a boxinq qloves ;D
haha ,
woots~
and he really hates this nurse .
he wants to kick and box the nurse .
*nie mesti case ,dulu2 tak cukop rembat oranq*
haha ;D
andand ,
he's sayinq that he wants to pass motion .
and my father was like ,
nehmind .
just pass motion on the bed as many as youh want .
i was like ?
why is my father talkinq like that ?
-.-

after that ,
went qeylanq .
eat and blahblah .

reached home around 5+pm .


currently , im BORED !
nothinq to do !
qahhh ,
kaeyh fake .
there's enqlish hw .

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p.s
im feelinq muchmuch better ;D

saturday , 11:02am
morninq people ;D
woots~

today is the new day ferh me ;DDDD
bcos i want to chanqe my attitude ;D
bleyh ?
ecca wants to ,
-stop shoutinq !!
-stop complaininq !!
-thinks POSITIVE !
-sacrifice ferh other people ;D

so , today ecca had to qo ferh my reliqious class .
qahhh ,
its not that ecca hate the classs .
just that there's alot of mat luhs .
and i mean mat that wears floatinq caps !
*they did not wear floatinq caps to the reliqious class luh , bt they are the type that loves to hanqout ! MATREP !
qahhh ,
ecca hate floatinq caps !
*is this call as complaininq ?*
haha ,

till here~
i qot to do my hw ,
woots~
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p.s i just can't stop complaininq ,
its been part of me .
woots~

i quess im over-reactinq ?
ryte ?



qahhh ,
nad really2 can be a conselor !
serious !
tell her ure problem , then youh will noe the reason why i said that .

i feels so much better now ,
thanks nad ;D

i feels as if my burden has been lifted ,
qahh ,
at last !
i have to be more positive !
no more neqative thouqhts !

shyt ,
why is this radio station is air-rinq sonq that is so touchinq ?
qahh ,
im cryinq !


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p.s im smilinq after such a lonq2 time ,

konichiwa !
ferstly , ecca wanna say , last lonq ehy nad ;D
andand where's my upah ?
qrrrrrr ,

so , life has been hard !
kaeyh ,
ferslty , math is like damn hard !
dun even understand a sinqle thinq !
qahh !
andand im losinq interest in learninq .
qahhh !
andand ,
im so stress up bout csp and sjab .
qahh !
i dun noe whether to qo ferh csp or sjab ,
qahhh !
and the best part is that they clashed !
and im like rushinq ferh sjab ,
afterwards , im rushinq ferh csp .
and lastly , rush back ferh sjab .
qahh !
inqat tak penat perh ?
do they think im a robot ?
lari sanerh , lari sini tak penat2 .
how am i qoinq to learn ferh my csp when im like so tired after sjab ?!
eventhouqh its first parade and uniform inspection .
im still tired kaeyh ,
qahhh !
can anyone paham tak ?!
all this makes my life more stressful !





qahhh ,
im thinkinq of dyinq .
i noe its mepek .
but , i can't help it .


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konichiwa !
eccca is currently fakinq a smile ;D
derh ,
depression has always been in me !

btw , second time cominq ,
woots~
i just love cryinq~
bcos everday i cry .
so , im immune .
believe me ?
klaw tak , takperh lah .

andand ,
chattinq with nad and my senior .


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konichiwa !
btw ,
sowwie ferh not updatinq yesterday .

yesterday was my worst day ever !
meh ecca xplain ciket ,
went to skool as usual ,
had pe !
fun !
p.s deepika damn violence sehy .
haha .
after that was recess .
after recess was MUSIC !
we went to comp lab2 .
ecca ambek oppurtunity to qo to facebook , bloq and listeninq to 'watcha say' .
padahal we were supposed to listen to this one sonq uhk .
mepek luh .
so , ecca nahi2 want to listen .
andand ,
lynna was like askinq rony one website luh .
and lynna din't want me to noe the website ,
but , ecca insist .
saperh tak curious kan ?
then , lynna type the website .
but , wronq spellinq .
then , im like so passionate want to spell correctly went somethinq pop-out !
and i went kinda berserk !
haha .
I WAS SCREAMING LIKE HELLLL !!!
mdm nq heard the scream, walk to me and scold me !
qahhhh !
and ecca nearly qot a pink form ferh screaminq ?
wth ?
doesn't even make sense .
-.-
after that , everyone was like askinq me what happened ?
me-malukan !
so , that is what happened luh yesterday .
in summary ,
ecca punyerh salah luh .
kaypoh sanqat saperh suroh .

today ,
maceh kenerh kacaw .
and danny was sayinq that my face reaction is 'priceless' ?
ecca tak paham luh .

currently , chattinq with nad ;D

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p.s qet well soon to that someone ;D

im postinq aqain~
woots~

so , tadyhk sometink happened ,
someone press the bell luh ,
and i thouqht saperh dah ,
then , its an auntie .
beboal enqlish uhk ,
but , ecca tak paham .
so , ecca macam btol nak beboal ciner uhk .
dierh pun macam tak paham ,
i was like 'beboal enqliah nan ciner pun tak paham , nak suroh beboal hindi pah' ?
qahhh !
and she mention fanq jian .
i thouqht its kitchen in chinese .
then , i went to check and it was room ,
qahhhh !
my chinese is sooooooooooooooo BAD !
qahhhh !
and the auntie went away ,
and 1 minute later , bell berbunyi .
it was the auntie and her dauqhter ,
and i said , "sowwie , i dun really understand chinese."
and my adek was like so mean !
he said to me that i should had said i dun understand chinese !
qahhh !
feels like sepak dierh sehy ,
qahhhh !


so , my chinese is sooo bad !
ecca so sad luh .

p/s art sucks ! i think i prefer miss fasha more to teach art . At least her lesson is interestinq ?


kaeyh luh~
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monday - 3:42pm
konichiwa !
so , ecca dah bleyh post anyak2 !
yesh !
cos my father dah py work .
*part-time*
so , ecca can post like everyday ,
MAYBE !

so , yesterday post is superh random !
haha ,
but , ecca nak add ciket laqyhk ,
haha ,
takderh topic laen nak tulis ,
so , my ideal quy must be .....
GYLERH !
hha ,
jkjk .
i mean mesti like chaotic qytuh .
macam qylerh2 uhk .
not like qylerh camtuh .
haha .
peninq ehy ?
so , in summary ,
must be a enthu and chaotic and qylerh quy !
haha .
woots~

andand ,
just now was half-day .
weee~~
and the healthy snack okeyh uhk .
quite sedap .
haha ,
manerh bleyh tak sedap ,
kan FREE !
haha ,
my makcik loves to say that quote !

andand ,
ecca wish to chanqe band !
i wish to qo band 4 !
band 3 like valy fast ,
i WANT to qo band 4 .
haha ,

kae lah ,
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im postinq aqain ,
woots~

so , ecca dah qive up on tryinq to make qood terms with my family ,
I GIVE UP !

all this while , i have tried to stand the accuses that i never did before ,
but now , no more !
qet it !

wanna noe why ?
let me explain ,
no.1-my father love to beboal fanatik .
and anyhow accuse me ,
ciket2 semuerh my fault .
my adeq like damn innocent qytuh !
no.2-my mum ,
workandworkandwork is in her brain !
after work , scold us bcos she's mad with her job .
then , when I protest .
she says that im kwuanq ajar ,
i noe .
but , what im supposed to do when all this while , my maid has been takinq care of me !
not her !
to be exact , 11 YEARS !
my maid has been takinq care of me ferh 11 years .
but now , there's no maid .
so , im not that close to my mum !
and thats my fault ?!
to be exact , its her fault !
she should have talk or spend time with us when we're kids .
but now , its too late ~~
TOOO LATE !


qahhh !
im cryinq now ,
wth !

till here~
ecca tardd !

back ,
aqain !
so , the last post aderh kecoh ciket ,


sowwie if aderh hurt sapreh2 pehy feelinq ehy ,

till here~
ecca tardd !

konichiwa !
kaeyh im back after a lonqlonq time ,
this time tak fake ehy ,

so , skool has been fun and challenqinq !
gahhh !

andand ,
ecca just wanna say that ,
'i dun want to be heart-broken ferh the second time' ,
the ferst was sooooooooooooo difficult ferh me ,
and now its happeninq aqain ,
haisyh ,
it really bothers my mind ,
but , im qoinq to try my best to forqet it ,
and i willl !
andand ,
LIFE IS REALLY2 UNFAIR !

P.S im addicted to sniffinq tic-tac ,
the manqo flavour !
so adiictive~
woots~

till here~
ecca tardd !

konichiwa !
ecca just wanna say that ecca wanna cut my hair !
gahhhhhh !

andand ,
i won't be updatinq ferh a LONGLONGLONG time ,

till here~
ecca tardd !