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hanging alone .
Wednesday, June 23, 2010

HELLOOOOO !

so yeah ,
yesterday i slept at 4am :B
awesome la .
i mean everyone is sleeping and im awake trying to disturb people but can't .
so yeah ,
otp with nad at 1am cos we both can't sleep .
and nad was actually talking to herself .
lol .
seriously i was sleeping :D

so yeah ,
idk why but i got this weird feeling that i won't be celebrating hari raya .
its like i won't be there .
idk la.
this weird feeling is killing me ._.

andand ,
i don't like the new timetable .
seriously .
its like on monday ,
im having mother tongue .
first period somemore .
alahai .
my partner is so going to annoy me ._.
and he's so going to die if he pissed me off .
watchout ah you .
luckily ,
the rest of the days are okay .
except thursday , got to run alot .
haha .
seriously ,
from 5th floor to 1st floor and to 2nd floor ._.
and that ,
im surrounded by my cca teachers :F
oh yeah ,
im shifting house .
FML .

tillhere~
`eccatardd?

you left me hanging alone ,
and i don't know what to do now .


holding on to you .
Tuesday, June 22, 2010

HELLLOOOO (:
so yeah , see that picture ?
that is my short hair .
and i don't like short hair cos its short .
alamak .
i prefer long hair .
and that hairsytlist keep saying that i can still tie my hair .
-.-
so yeah ,
yesterday was fun .
was hanging out at nad's house .
her cousin is super cute !
his name is hariff haikal .
:D
but yeah ,
he likes to fight .
and he chase me around the table ._.
and ,
i want to go to malaysia .
lol .
seriously .
i want to go to my aunt's house at bukit indah ?
if im not wrong .
and i want to go to JUSCO at bukit indah so that i can go shopping like last year .
yeah :D
i want , i want .
and and i feel like going to universal studios again :D
i swear there's alot of MAT SALEHS :B
haha .
tillhere~
`eccatardd?
do you know that im waiting ?
like what you told me ,
to hold on to you .


Monday, June 21, 2010



watch me .
Friday, June 18, 2010

heeellloooo !
so yeah , im back !
hoho :B
just ignore the previous post ._.

so yeah , life has been like a rollercoaster lately .
but yeah , its over now .
and im glad :D

and ,
school is going to reopen in about one week .
alamak pulak .
i haven't even touch any of my homeworks ._.
and also haven't done my revision .
alamak .
i really felt that time flies very fast seh .
i mean i still remembered last year .
its like so slow that i kept blogging :B
and ,
my second semester resolution is to believe in myself .
yeah .
i really am lacking of that .
seriously .
and yeah ,
im not going to care bout other people comments .
seriously .
cos those comments are making me krazy .
so yeah , watch me .
you can't bring me down ,
NEVER .

ROGER FEDERER IS MY IDOL :D
seriously .
i mean he din't give up and i can't too .

so yesterday ,
i went to Health Promotion Board to check my backbone ._.
and i went for x-ray .
and lol , i got to sign this paper saying that im not pregnant ?!
LOL !
obviously , im not .
im 14 years old okay .
GILA .
and it turn out to be that my backbone curved a little .
it freaks me out when i saw that ._.
but luckily ,
its only mild .
phew .

so expedition is coming really soon ,
OMG .
i don't feel like going cos on the second day is my dad burfdae .
alamak pulak .
i mean my dad's burfdae is way more important than this expedition .
idk whether that can be a valid reason .
but i guess can't ._.

so today ,
im planning to start my homework .
oh yeah (Y) .

and fadzlynna is selling my secret on fb -.-
wth .

tillhere~
`eccatardd?

secret message ?
alamak .
okay2 .
oh yeah , after telling the truth to you ,
i felt so relieved and idk why i don't feel the same way anymore .



Thursday, June 17, 2010

nothing to post .
FML .


ur always in mind , 24/7 .
Tuesday, June 15, 2010

p.s my hair is soo messy ._.
bonjour !
thats hello in french :B
currently ,
im soo addicted to this song ,
"kiss n tell by justin bieber".
(:
so yeah ,
im having too much pressure at home .
from my dad , my mum and my aunt .
ugh .
i realy feel like going far far away land .
._.
and yesterday ,
my brother said that im retarded .
-.-
he said my facial expression , body language and the way i laugh = retard .
alamak .
seriously ,
im not retard .
._.
andand ,
i can say that im happy nowadays .
(:
yeah .
* you know , i know, we know*
lol .
btwbtw ,
i don't know why but i kept thinking that nad is botak.
._.
andand ,
SMILE MORE (:
tillhere~
`eccatardd?
im serious .
don't worry .
i may seem that i don't put in effort ,but really ILY .
do you know that i keep thinking of you ?
seriously ,
ur always in my mind, 24/7 .


peace .
Monday, June 14, 2010

hola !
thats hello in spanish .
hoho :B
currently ,
talking to lynna biyiol ,
the retarded girl (Y) .
and we are talking 100% malay (:
so yeah ,
im dying to go out .
seriously .
its like im stuck at home .
and only on friday that i can go out .
but ,
its for my checkup .
-.-
i feel like sneaking out of my house .
._.
oh yeah .
so that i can watch karate kid with my friends ,
andand buy more korean stuffs :B
so ,
today is rony burfdae .
HAPPY BURFDAE !
don't start the pakistan rumours again eh .
i guess i want to start doing my revision and homeworks today :D
tillhere~
`eccatardd?
i got this weird feeling
and its a negative feeling .


rotrotrot .
Sunday, June 13, 2010











hellooooooo(:
im seriously rotting at home .
i wanna go out .
walamak .
so ,
that's my favourite biscuit when i was young .
actually , till now its my fav. :B
and ,
that's my cat (:
seriously ,
nothing to post .
btw ,
HAPPY ADVANCED BURFDAE RONY !
*the guy who called me pakistan*
tillhere~
`eccatardd?
im not convinced .


(:

this is seriously gonna be a short post (:
currently its 1:15am .
and im still awake thanks to my brother .
cos i accompanied him to watch F1 and fifa world cup .
alamak pulak .

so yeah ,
im seriously insane over korean stuffs(:
i kep watching korean dramas and i bought two korean blouse .
oh yeah (:

i can't stand it anymore .
i wanna sleep .

andand ,
i love purple(:

tillhere~
`eccatardd?

ILY .


hanging alone .
Friday, June 11, 2010



i realised something today .
i really understood what were you doing .
i reallly do .
and i don't know why ,
i was so blind that i din't see this before .
ugh ,
and BYE .
drop that topic .
HEELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
currently ,
im addicted to the song 'coba' .
its a malay song .
i love the lyrics .
(:
today was just another typical day .
._.
just that i burst to laughter .
hahaha !
i saw this one epic photo !
haha .
oh yeah people !
and ,
i want to go out !
tak bleh tahan .
tillhere~
`eccatardd?
secret message written on top .


BOOYAH(:
Wednesday, June 9, 2010




an nyoung !
HELLLLOOOOOOOOO !
thats korean language(:
thanks to my aunt ,
im now obsessed with korean dramas :B
andand ,
1 more day to fifa world cup !
that is so random ._.
so nowadays ,
time fly superhduperh fast .
without me knowing ,
its already the second week of holiday .
walamak .
and ,
im starting to miss my gila&retarded friends .
haha .
i miss how we used to scream and laugh like nobody business .
talk crap all day long .
sing loudly .
calling each other retarded .
making stupid pranks on each other .
copying each other homeworks and keep saying ,
"what are friends for?"
GILA .
and i miss 2.8 too !
the awesome classs ever .
and ,
danny even make a formulae out of WCP .
aneh la .
._.
there's alot of homework .
tak bleh tahan .
especially art .
walamak .
OMG .
i've been dreaming of someone for 5 times .
._.
tillhere~
`eccatardd?
i let you go .
and please don't come back into my life .


*fill up my cup*

HELLLOOOOOO .
im back .
oh yeah .
and hajjah nad have went to Mecca .
takecare and ingat pesanan afiqah .
haha .
i sound like a mother .
._.
so ,
the camp was AWESOME .
oh yeah .
and ,
S-I-E-R-R-A RAWKS !(;
i love the campfire the most .
eventhough there's one part that super embarassing .
._.
its when i won the lucky draw and i screamed and did some krazy hand moves .
LMHO .
and ,
i got a new nickname ._.
*amoimoi*
haha .
andand ,
lynna biyiol is retarded .
peace \m/
tillhere~
`eccatardd?
finally ,
im over you .
and ,
i wont fall for anyone for now .


walamak .
Wednesday, June 2, 2010


heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeloooooooooooooo(:
first thing first ,
see that photo ?
dedicated to cacat !
i mean AMIN !
haha .
so ,
camp is tomorrow !
alamak pulak .
._.
frankly speaking ,
im not ready .
walamak .
im having stomachache now .
i can't eat .
once i eat, i feel like vomiting .
._.
and im super frustrated .
cos there is alot of stuffs to buy .
qrrrrr .
and that i haven't pack my bag, i haven't learn on how to become dutycadet, i haven't learn the pledge,
i haven't iron my st john clothes,i haven't polish my boots and moremoremoremoremore .
see ?
im seriously not prepared .
._.
andand ,
i won't be updating for 4 days .
._.
tillhere~
`eccatardd?
secret message is back .
sadly , i have nothing to say .
wait .
havehave .
i wanna say that i have let you go and don't come back into my life anymore .


wramdon .





heeeeeeeeelooooooooooooo(:
today is simply a typical day .
and that ,
nad and i have been webcam-ing since morning till now which is already 5pm .
._.

and ,
2 more days to camp !
walamak ._.
p.s its a 4 day camp .
._.

and ,
tomorrow is AMIN BURFDAE !!

oi cacat/dsd ,
HAPPIE BURFDAE !
and stay cacat .
peace \m/ .

tillhere~
`eccatardd ?

no more secret message .




universal studio rocks \m/ !
Tuesday, June 1, 2010





heeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllloooooooooooooo(:
im back !

lets start from sunday .
errrr ,
we went to the WOODLANDS WATERFRONT !
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
one word :
AWESOME (:

on monday ,
which is yesterday ._.
went to UNIVERSAL STUDIO !!(:
AWESOME SEH !
(:
tak bleh tahan .
its superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
AWESOMEEEEE(:

the part which I love the most is the MUMMY REVENGE RIDE !(:
hoho :B
actually , at first i din't want to go cos im scared .
bt , i went for the rollercoaster ride just to accompany my brother ._.
bt , i din't know it was super scary !
firstly ,
the rollercoaster stop like super sudden .
afterwards ,
it went full speed , suddenly stop and fall backwards !
and it also tilted !
OMG !
for the entire ride ,
i closed my eyes and only took some peek-a-boo .
haha .
i know its retarded .
._.
and during the ride ,
I GAVE UP .
haha .
yeahh .
and my brother was shouting at me ,
'sister , u gila uh ? what you want to do ? jump ?'
haha .
idk luh .
bt , its super scary .
haha .
and the person beside me was laughing and so happy while i was screaming like a mad person .
._.
after the ride ,
my face was so 'pucat'
haha !
and i was dizzy ~
._.

i saw my picture .
and i tell you ,
its super epic .
haha .
not going to post here .
._.

and blahblahblahblah (:
and ,
the food is DELICIOUS (:
yummyyummyyummy ~

today ,
went for the civil defence course .
afterwards ,
went to meet nad , izalia and syafeeqah at 888 KFC .
izalia and syafeeqah weren't really eating .
bt , me , fuzzy and nad ate like so long din't eat .
._.

afterwards ,
took photos .
haha .
nad ,
*ehem*
i mean going to be hajjah nad is going to MECCA for 9 days .
and i din't get to send her cos im having camp ._.
alamak pulak .
takecare eh !
and wear high heels please .
for safety babe .

and ,
i just can't get along with kids .
haha .
._.
i tend to fight back .
hehe (:

tillhere~
`eccatardd?

my biggest mistake was to fall for you .




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